yeah

No one gives a fuck anymore.
Why do I even bother.
I try hard for everyone,
try to be at my best for people
what do I get ?
Nothing
just nothing.
Next time someone asks me a favor.
I should just say no.
But you know I can't. I find it hard to say no.
I love working together with people,
trying to accomplish something.
But it tires me, I always have to give and give and never get to take.
There is no balance.... there never was a balance.
And even those that are closest to me don't seem to bother.

Maybe I just need some time off, some time for myself....
Or maybe I should keep on working to just focus on my projects and forget about everything else.
oh well we'll see.
In times like these you learn which people you can depend on.